From afar

The worst kind of crushing, is when your doing it from far away. Like drooling over a guy you have once had and will never have again. That guy you once randomly made out with that suddenly shows up looking so hot. Crushing on that guy you've sat next to in all of your core classes and whose locker is right next to yours, Cause he is just so hot. Not having the guts to just message them, or tell them straight up, that umm damn you think they're hot. Just wishing one day he'll ask for your number or text you up to talk to you because he thinks your cute.. (will never happen..) Its the worst. But don't make a big deal. Your a chicken or don't have enough confidence, you don't want to ruin a friendship, or things to get awkward, so you avoid it. Me, its okay because, yeah these guys look attractive and its fun to crush on them, but the one I truly care about, is far away, so I guess crushing and drooling is my way of avoiding my loneliness, and missing him.. :( oh everything is just done from afar.. Including all of my relationships, eh? =(