Depression

Honestly I feel like I'm going into depression.... I go to every class early because I honestly have no friends to hang out with.. I claim that it's because I love math or going early. I think I am depressed I'm just too scared to admit it to anyone or do anything about it, acting happy is all I can do. I question what I have all the time, what's there to look forward to, is life going to get better, on my birthday ill spend most of the time sleeping or watching tv.. It's not that I'm a loser, maybe I don't try to hang out with people enough, or I got rid of my friends on my own, no friends=no drama, the weird part is, is everywhere else I don't have any problems making friends or getting people to like me, but here at school I'm just an outsider, trying to fit in and get by.